I love you but I've chosen darkness

Oksana. 20. Russia.
Music: Foster the people, The Black Keys, Bob Dylan, The Strokes, Kings of Leon, Kid Cudi, Kanye West etc.
TV-shows: Wilfred, Never mind the buzzcocks, Doctor Who, Community, Misfits, Skins, The Vampire Diaries, The Big Bang Theory, IT crowd, 2 broke girls, SNL
People: The Hangover cast, Ryan Gosling, Michael Fassbender.

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January 25, 2012 9:46 pm

Random stuff about today:)

  • Some people from Uni went out today and invited me. And I’ve finished “The perks of being a wallflower” on Saturday and back then I thought “Hell yeah!I’m “participating”!”. So they called me today and I’m like screw this - 8.30 pm, it’s very cold outside, I don’t want to waste money on the cab to get back home and I don’t really want to drink tonight. So I didn’t go with them.
  • I read a lot about girls using all sorts of oils and stuff for their hair and lashes. And I really need to improve my shitty hair and lashes. But I’m just too lazy to dig deeper and actually go and buy something good.
  • I stumbled upon some pictures from the trip to a lake with some friends back in summer. And I remember back then I was pissed they were online because I’m like with no make up and a pony tail and dressed not very well and I’m just laughing at the camera on all of them while other girls’ pictures are all so “Look at me I’m being flirty on the beach”. So I looked at them today again and was like “Bitch I’m fabulous”. Yeah I do have gigantic under eye bags (thanks dad) but at least I look very happy and having the time of my life. And my smile rocks. Although I’m not ready to show these pectures to everyone lol